Monday, February 18, 2008

apologies for no updates.

apologies for not updating in a long time.
been working since last wed.
lol, sounds like i worked 24 hours.
no la, more like lazy.

hated work initially.
wanted to quit on the first day.
complained to everyone on my phonebook.
even told my mum im quitting after the first day.
"even if she paid me 20 bucks an hour, i wouldnt even continue."
hesitating for a while...
"ok, maybe not."
haha.


and to think i said i could last at least a month, compared to her previous temps who couldnt stand working after 2 weeks, since ive been thru "political" shit in army.


slowly after 4 days, things got better.
but not that fabulous though.
got the monday blues today.
dark blue or bright blue; u decide lah.
actually its more of a weekday-dont-care-what-day blues.
didnt want to go work, sigh.
why is it so depressing.
i dont know. maybe i cannot adapt yet.
still finding the right adaptor.
but im definitely trying to change my perception of things.


haha, trying to see the positive side to this.
maybe after i slapped myself on the face 10 times.
and..
guess ive finally found it. and trying to make the best out of it.
now, dont think shes that seriously difficult to work with.
(so contradicting, compared to what i said during the whole of last week!)

or maybe its because of a whole lot of things ive been hearing.
to be exact, praises. just on the 2nd day.
and even more today. and its only been the 4th day!
orgasmic-ly delightful.
haha, but better not let it get to my head.

my work job, sadly to say, isnt fixed.
been doing a different stuffs everyday.
its not a bad thing either.
at least im exposed to everything.
and the stuffs ive been delegated to do just keeps getting more challenging.
haha, mentally tired, but my mind definitely need more stretching.
"at least it beats doing the mundane stuffs."

shall dwell on the past but look forward to a better and brighter tomorrow.
bright enough?


nite.ciao