Wednesday, November 21, 2007

angsty.

omg, its been more than a week alrdy, and im still sick.
thanks to those who have been showing concern. :)
at least now i can taste what im eating. but the runny nose is still irritating the shit out of me. (jus like someone in camp)

i have nvr seen anyone soooo gay in my life. always trying to sow discord, draw a line between him and others. like to draw so much, then dont come to our side to talk. dont sleep at our side. you know you're not welcome ANYMORE.

haha. whatever. the ASLC trainees are just pissing everyone off la.
up to jus now, im not really affected by it yet.
but after wad i heard from bff aka Kok today, wahhh, so wanna "course-mode(!!!)" myself and give them hell toooooo. (only my trainees know what that means!)
imagine the double combo jus like old times-. jus for them to WAKE UP THEIR IDEA!

ok wtf, why is my post getting so angsty. nvm.
jus 3 days, and i talked to many people. regarding about their work attitude and performance.
its only the start of their army life and people are showing me the complacent side of them.
jus had to do something about it. had a few straight-in-your-face-ur-screwed-up talk.

im not being mean, im jus being me.
people around me would know how i work. i dont fcuk around with work. u know me.
those who do not know me may say it seems like i do nothing, nothing at all.
but wad do u know. nothing too. ur not me.
if i did nothing at all, then my efforts wouldnt have been recognised.

i had to do something about it before i leave and not dump this shit to my understudy.
i would very much like to leave this place, ignoring everything, but my sense of responsibility doesnt permit me to do so.

im not done.
please dont keep things from me anymore. i NEED to know.
i appreciated that u guys told me anyway and understood why it was done. thanks.

i think this is one of the longest ppost i ever had. ranting wad i really feel about the events that took place recently. please comment, if u can, on how u feel about this post.

haha. back to my old self again.
ciao.